Childhood conditioning is the process of beliefs, thinking patterns or behaviours being learned and reinforced over time. These beliefs are imprinted into your subconscious by the age of about 8 and will form the foundation of what all other information gets filtered through.
We learn these things through observing and interacting with our main care givers. Up until the age of about 8 or 9 children we like sponges, we are egocentric (believing things happen to us and for us) and our brain is in a Theta state (the same state you are aiming to achieve in meditation and the brain state that happens just as you wake up and just as you fall asleep). The Theta state is when we have the closest access to our subconscious brain.
The beliefs, learned behaviours and thinking patterns you have will almost certainly be subconscious, that is to say you won’t necessarily be aware of them.
You will without realising it lean on this conditioning, it will be your filter. For example; If you grew up in a household where your parents tended to only give you attention and show you love when you achieved something, you would have learned that attention and love is conditional and has to be earned. As an adult this could drive you to continually push yourself to achieve in order to gain external validation and feel “good enough”.
Conditioning is not always bad and can be an important way as children we understand how to behave and function in our society. But, being aware of your own childhood conditioning (and societal conditioning) can bring these filters into conscious awareness and give us the opportunity to change our behaviours, beliefs and thinking patterns.
Unlearning learnt behaviours and or thinking patterns can be a tricky process and one that can take a degree of determination and patience.
By following the AER method© you will begin to bring to light and awareness your conditioning so that you can choose an alternative way forward.
Identifying and acknowledging learned behaviours and thinking patterns is the first step. Start by allowing yourself to be open to what comes up without judgement or at this point trying to manipulate anything. Here’s a few ways you can identify your own conditioning:
When you have identified thinking patterns, behaviours and beliefs in yourself allow yourself to explore them more deeply. This is when journaling comes into it’s own and can support you learn more about your conditioning in a safe way. Where did these thought patterns, beliefs or behaviours come from?
You will no doubt want to try to “fix” what comes up, at this stage just colouring in what you have already learned with more detail is the goal.
Take one of your identified thinking patterns, beliefs or behaviours and ask yourself ‘Is this true?’ (You will find the work of Byron Katie very supportive in this process). Can you say 100% that this is true?
Then ask yourself does this belief, behaviour or thinking pattern support me? Or, does it constrict me, hold me back or affect my wellness in an unresourceful way? Look out for your emotions, this is where developing the self awareness muscle can help. If you get a pit in your stomach when you think of your patterns or beliefs then more than likely you know on some level it’s not serving you anymore.
To change a learned behaviour, belief or thinking pattern you need to be consistent in how you challenge the old unresourceful one. There are several ways to do this, here are a few to get you started:
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